It’s exactly 11.05 pm now. In about 9 hours time, Malaysia 13th general election voting shall begin. I believe this has been the most talk about or anticipated election ever. 

Everywhere you go, you’ll hear everyone talking bout politics these days. Not only the adults or the more senior age but surprisingly this round the younger generation as of my ages has step out to voice their rights. 

I for one has never been caring about politics ever in my life until this period of time. I always thought it was just some stupid government games that they are playing and i just couldn’t care less about. But after all the talking, posting on facebook (seriously facebook is our newspaper nowadays, trust me the newspapers in Malaysia can never be trusted). So yeah, somehow or rather, I have come into the “interest” of reading, talking or even sharing all the politics news. 

It’s just unbelievable how the same government that has been ruling our country for 55 years and has been so dirty in their positions. Much to say, it was us the rakyat that had given them this position in the first place. All the racism, dirty money laundering, giving out fake IC to foreigners, big diamond rings, unknown deaths, sex tapes, rapist, security, the list just goes on and on. How can i trust a government that is running the country i’m living now when it’s not doing any good but just treating the rakyat as if we’re some dumb fools who do not know a thing that they’re doing underground. 

I just read a very good article saying that this election isn’t about Najib or Anwar. I have to say I will be voting for PKR but this doesn’t mean that I trust Anwar as you know for what he has done in the past. Therefore, it’s time for us the nation of MALAYSIANS to step up and use our righteous voting powers and teach those good-for-nothing people running our country a hard lesson. You want our trust, you better do what’s right for the country.

What’s right for the country? I believe the first and foremost the racism is a really BIG issue here in our country. I can’t say that i haven’t been racist at all. I need to change too. We’re all Malaysians and we shouldn’t be differentiating ourselves from Malay/Chinese/Indian/Lain-lain from the start. We’re all the same living in this same country. You know me, and i know you. There’s not much difference in every race if you just keep out the racism issues in all of us. 

I’m sure the BN are so worried every minute now. They can be so bold and desperate in bringing in hundreds of Bangladeshis into our country to vote. They have no rights to vote for our country. They’re not the citizens so why should they have the right to even be here with a fake identity card given by who-knows! And how stupid can they be by letting them wear a 1 Malaysia cap and in a big bunch with police officers with them to release from checking in the airport that people just thought “are they in the right airport”? Seriously how dumb can they be? Or may be they’re just making it all obvious and easy for us who to vote now. I just can’t believe how could these people be running our country? How can i put my trust of my future on them?

I don’t want to live in a country where i fear so much by walking on the roadside that some motorbike at the back might grab my handbag anytime or not being to enjoy jogging/hiking as i’m afraid i might be rape or killed by some strangers.

So yeah, i’ve said enough. We need a change. I don’t know if voting the PKR will make our country a better place but for now being what i see in the things that BN has been doing, i believe anyone but them will b better. So UBAH is the word now. A change is needed to teach the government a damn hard lesson/ kick them hard in the ASS that the way they’ve been treating us for all these years….we’ve had enough of all the shitty and bloody news. WE NEED A CHANGE AND A CHANGE IS NEEDED NOW!

For a matter of fact, i think all of us has never been so united as before in giving our own country a clean and safe environment to live on. I personally cried watching videos and articles about the people who had sacrificed themselves to fight for their/our rights in this country. So let’s face it, whatever it is this has been a great lesson for both parties. A good one indeed.

Hence, let’s pray that a safe and clean elections can be held tomorrow. No more dirty tricks. Pray for those who are driving or traveling back to hometown to vote a safe trip back . Pray for those candidates or NGOs that have been working so hard to have a clean elections. A pray for a change, a better change.

God Bless Malaysia. 

Hey humans„,

From yesterday, I’ve been watching the horrified news about the Boston Marathon Explosion. If you have not heard about it, you are seriously living under the shell. 

I mean why do people do such things? What were they thinking in their heads when they’re planning to executing such evil doings. It really do bring me to tears seeing what had happened. Even me, not being the victim feels hurt, what more the people or families of the ones who were hurt at the blast.

Whoever did it must have so much hatred in his/her head  that has made him/her to even think of hurting so many people.

What’s going in their mind? What happened in their past that made them this way? Who are their families and friends? How do they feel from achieving this? Why is this all happening? 

So many questions that I feel like asking who did it. There should be a story behind all these. Was it because of their upbringing? Was it because of their parents? Was it because of their religion? Was it because of their friends? There should be one. The 911 incident’s story was just plainly ridiculous. I don’t know about this, but i don’t think it’s any better too.

So yeah, i’m actually really down from hearing this news. There were at least 3 dead, and one of them is an 8-year old boy, 100 over were injured, around 30 over are in critical conditions, 20 over needed to have their hands/legs amputated. How would all their lives be after all this? It must be so shocking. I don’t even dare to even imagine.

You won’t know what would happen to you or people around you everyday. You may just happen to be walking to some place, you may get kidnapped/rapped/robbed. You may just go to school and there’s guns of fire everywhere. You may be driving in the car and a lorry crashes over. You may be just watching a movie and next you hear shooting. You may just be passing by at a marathon and a bomb just explodes.

Anything could happen. Wrong place, wrong time. I don’t know if it’s God’s plan anymore. I always say God has a plan for every single one of us. But this don’t sound like a good plan at all. All i have to say is, cherish every single day and everyone around you everyday, you won’t know what would happen. The world is just so dangerous nowadays.

My deepest condolences to the victim at the Boston Marathon. Stay strong. 

Happy birthday my only dearly sister in the world! Although we May be the total opposite of each other, we’re still d sisters that are always there for each other. We fight, argue or disagree witb each other all the time but come on which sisters don’t do that. Have fun and be safe wherever u are in the world now and see you soon when you get back <3

Aloha! I’m back once again to rant more and more.

So I’m officially jobless now. So whoever wants to give me a good offer at job pls do. Haha!

So my final week at work was mostly eating eating and eating. Everyday There’s a function or an excuse to go out for lunch or dinner. That’s Why I’m trying so hard to lose all of the weight I’ve put on now. And the final day was pretty much happy yet sad as we bid goodbyes to all of the people whom we got close to at work and now we are leaving and Yes all the emotions just kept rolling in. You know How emotional Brenda me can be all the time: (

Anyhows it’s over so I’m homebound studying which I’m not actually doing much lately and Yes I have to Buck up from now on. And I’m really into my losing weight plan now. I’m sign up my yoga once again and I’m going full force in exercising just I need to really eat less now.

Oh btw I had a good news in my degree course where I passed it finally. If I have not I would probably be broken down like so deep that I don’t even wanna imagine. So Yeah That’s one good news for now. Thank God! :D

Have you guys watch the new GI Joe? It’s such a lousy one as I was expecting to watch changning tatum and there he died right at the beginning! No channing How is it possible?? It seems like it’s not a sequel but a whole new movie. So I guess everyone was cursing How bad was it.

Well then, I guess I have randomly rant every possible thing for now. And I shall end my post saying How restless I am right now. Ok can’t wait for sis to be back from China!

Tata! :)

It’s been a while since I dolled up myself. I know my dress is so banana coloured: P Blessed Easter one and all. Have a great Sunday! (: #ootd

In this season of lent, we have decided to give back by bringing some happiness to the lonely and sick at the old folks home. It’s a joy seeing them smiling. It brings a warm in my heart and make me realise How blessed I am and appreciate your close ones. A fruitful Sunday with great companies. (at mariam home kluang)

Hey guys…. Guess what the blur me has done again?!

Left my handphone in my colleague’s car!!! Tsk tsk tsk…and what’s funny is my friend’s brother left his phone a few days ago in my car and now I’m doing just the sme thing….this is payback for laughing and teasing at him!! Huhu T____T

Oh well time is passing so fast now. It’s gonna be April soon! I can’t believe a quarter of the year just pass in such a blink of the eye. I mean do you feel it?? Each day passes so fast that it scares me to the core.

My last day at work is coming soon. I really like this bunch of colleagues where they taught me so many things and perservere all of blurness and annoyance at work. So I have to thank them for being such good seniors. And of course my boss for being not really bossy at all at times and really jokes around with us all the time. Just somehow the environment there seem to be fine misusing some flaws of little politics as you should know that it wouldn’t be miss in every office.

I don’t know if I’m doing the right decision in quitting but for now I think it’s right. Studies come first after all and I guess my time here ends where I may explore to a bigger environment later on. I wanna learn and see more and then I can decide on the exact field that I wanna pursue in. May be I won’t even be in audit after all. You dont know where the future holds right??

Well after this month, it’s all about staying home studying and just exercising and keep fit. All those months of gluttony and laziness. It’s time to payoff now!!! And time to get serious with books and just finish this final part. :)

So till then blog, I’ll keep you updated even there my be just none reading this anymore :B

Suddenly have an urge of writing my blog. Well if you guys know, I just came back from Bali not too long ago. It was such a impromptu trip which in the end made it all well. Booked my air ticket one week before, changed my money a day before, it’s like all just in time.

The vacation i has in Bali was quite a relaxing one. A day of rain made our day trip went all topsy-turvy hence we were in the car sitting almost the whole day. Sad case i know. But well most of it, i had a very good time with the company. 

It’s funny how I got close to this bunch, i mean they can be my “uncles” as a matter of fact  but I suppose they aren’t at all, Age is never an issue with friends. They kinda takes good care of me since i was 8 till i’m 23 now and they are one good happy bunch and they are just my best friends in church. 

Oh well…in a few more weeks, i;ll end my first job in my current firm. Kinda miss having those colleagues. I mean i got close to these people and I definitely had fun talking and making fun of each other in the office. Gonna miss the environment there but i’m sure we’ll still be meeting each other. 

Anyways i suppose that’s all for now i guess. More updates coming up soon as i officially quit my work! Hehe! See you :D

And the journey ends. Bidding goodbye to a relaxing holiday and it’s all back to reality once again! #byebyebali (at The Bali Dream Villa, Seminyak)

It’s been too long my public diary. It seems I haven been writing much at all lately in here. I guess once again the time and laziness is the main limiting factor. After all this while many things happened, some worth being happy, some worth getting down with. Well as some of you might know the exam results hasn’t turn out too well for me this round. I’ve kinda expected it coming and now it’s really facing the music. Anyhow whatever it is I just gotta be sure I’ll pass it this round and get over with it. So now I’m practically stuck and in a dilemma of whether to stop working at my firm to continue and Ave on my last 2 papers. I’m halfway there of thinking on resigning, just waiting the right time to do so.

Well other than that, I hope to get a getaway trip soon. Just hoping everything is gonna be going as my plan for the year.

Happy new year to you all out there. My new year has been all right and spending some family time and hoping it was good for most of you. Now just one thing I gotta do which is LOSING WEIGHT MISSION IS ON!

Kudos everyone!

With loves,
Brenda; )